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March 2012


Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Moisturizing Eye Cream
i ❤ it bcuz:it's a combination of 3 types of Hyaluronic Acid with MORE moisture retention capacity to keep my eye area mosturised! This eye cream unlocks younger looking eyes with just one drop!

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February 2012


Maybelline Color Sensational Lipstick - purple shade
i ❤ it bcuz:it's most sensational ever! it has perfect coverage with the creamiest lip color texture ever! it's more than just a lipstick, it's very woman's must have! it's nourishing ingredients give our lips the creamiest and softest treatment with honey nectar(anti-oxidants & minerals), emollient waxes (protect lips against tightness & dryness) and vitamin E (protect lip's lipid layer & prevent moisture loss)!

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Maybelline Color Sensational Lipstick - red shade
i ❤ it bcuz:it's unique formula and nourishing ingredients, it is truly a woman's best friend! It has pigment highlighting technology, a blend of ultra-shiny oils, creating a color effect so striking, multi-dimensional and shiny! no more dull color on lips, embrace a lip color that gives us the full coverage so intense and so brilliant!

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Give this to my colleague - Garnier Men Turbo Light Oil Control Cooling Foam!
i ❤ it bcuz:it has oil-trapping mud texture, lemon extract and mineral clay! This skincare developed specially for asian men, very cool!

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Give this to my colleague - Garnier Men Turbo Light Oil Control Moisturizer!
i ❤ it bcuz:it has 6 hours oil-absorbing action, anti-grease and skin brightening for men! my colleague loves this moisturizer!

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Dry and Chapped Lips? Use Mentholatum Deep Moist Lipbalm!
i ❤ it bcuz: it's an unique OVAL tube lipbalm, it fits my mouth corner well with just a single swipe! and it won't roll away when place on flat surface too! it's no.1 lipbalm brand in Japan!

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After applying my favourite L'Oreal Paris Hydrafresh Deep Boosting Essence!
i ❤ it bcuz: I have dry skin, living in a humid and hot country like Malaysia makes it even harder to me to keep my skin hydrated. Working event outdoor and my skin is constantly exposed to environmental harms like pollutions/ damaging UV rays, staying indoor in an air-cond room all the time also speed up my skin's dehydration process, after using this product, i feel my skin is not that tight and dry d! love this so much! it leaves skin 48hr hydration up to 5 skin layers deep!

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Using Garnier Pure 3in1 at home! it can be used as a cleanser, a scrub or a mask!!
i ❤ it bcuz: no more fussy skincare routine for a busy girl like me! Thanks to garnier, with three benefits in just one product, my routine is significantly simplified! Pure genius! Give me 3!!

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January 2012

Putting on my makeup with OXY Face Powder
i ❤ it bcuz: it's one of the best face powder for oily and acne prone skin!!!

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On my vacation with Sunplay Superblock SPF130 PA++
i ❤ it bcuz: It's new advance solarex-3 technology for more powerful protection against the sun!!!

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25 years old taught me...

October, the 10th month of the year.. 3 days ago is the end of my geeky fact of life, it was the day when a programming comes to live… the binary code 101010 reflected in the date (101010), Lisa Yap and her programmed robotic life aint too hard for the last few months, those days are never programmed, I’ve been exploring the unknown and experiencing those systems that I’ve never heard of, today ain’t hanging anymore, because today, it’s over.


taken by my new lil’ toy my bday gift iPhone 4~

3天前,10.10 .10 我回来了,很多朋友都不断传简讯问我说最近那里去啦,忙碌些什么呢⋯⋯ 其实,早在十月三日以前,我二十五岁生日前的三个月,我开始计划着找英雄找孩子去了,那个活在骨子里,那个屹然站立的,那个容易满足的,那么一个自己,这段日子牺牲了什么不多说, 日子真的充满诗意吗,不然,那是因为失意的不写,在这里我适宜的写着该写的故事,不改写,只是选择性的示意与失忆。

I love robots and do you remember my geeky dreams back in my 2009 reso? well i’ve finally decided to update the progress of each now ^^

1. Do a beautiful yet artistic nude photoshoot, everything by myself!
– well, im doing it now, a little late, but at least i did it right!! ^^

2. I wanna die for once!
– hehe, i was invited to be “dead” in big screen by a local director sometime ago but i’m still thinking about it~

3. Since I love movies so much, I shall involve in a movie from pre-production to post-production!
- guess what? i already have my very own film production company, it’s calledIllusion Fecit! We are targetting to start it with some short films next year~ ^^

4. Train my pet Ah Fuî to meditate with me!
- hohoho, ah fu is always well trained by me!!! he follows command like “sit, shake hand, give me 5, up, roll, kiss kiss, hug hug, bye bye, stay, go, pom pom, gai gai, sayang and a lots more, esp when meditating with me lolz” i video down all d but no time to put up yet=P

5. Be a mermaid and swim with fishes!
- hmm, i didnt get to become a mermaid like how i planned earlier, which is to get my diving license, due to health probs lor, but guess what? i have a lot of fishes now!! 15 large tanks in both my house and office!!! i have more than 300 freshwater fishes since year 2009 till today, few of them passed away and i cried so bad everytime >_<

6. Publish a meaningful book which ppl will carry around the entire year!
- i posponed it to next year, its an organizer, for the cause of charity, will u support me? by buying it and promoting it to your friends? or anyone willing to help me design it together?

7. A video host for foods perhaps?
- became a food host together with Danny at Redang Island, a popular local voice over guy, 70% of radio commercials in chinese channels are vo by him, cool right? the video is not published at the end, cuz both of us have been too busy and hardly arrange our times to shoot all the other videos @@ still, i have been hunting for alot of foods haha. u can see how i started introducing all of them here in my blog instead right~

8. Smaller boobs pls!!
well well well, u all know i’m freaking short right, sometimes its so hard for me to choose what kinda dresses to put on sob sob, sadly that it cant be done, i was thinking to eat lesser n get slimmer, but… i cant, i love foods too much and i have been putting on more kgs instead!!! and the result?? goshh!!!

9. Write my own song and sing to the world!
it is written, without music yet =P

10. Sell off my paintings/ artworks for charity!
hehe, i didnt have the time to paint lor… but at least my angels from manja studio, Ching and Leng have sold some calendars and postcards for an orphange home, and i have gave up many of my clothes/ stuffs for charity, and have my Kennel Rescue team with me right now!

11. Have a kid of my own!
- i didnt get married at the age of 24 lah, so i never give birth, but i sponsor a kid from world vision! and more to come =)

12. Go for single sweet escape!
- I DID IT!!!! its awesome, with only one camera, one dress, and myself~ i will share it soon~

13. Win some sort of awards!!!
- became 2nd runner up for Maybelline Sexy Pout contest and one of the judges for L’Oreal Paris Studioline Studio Star Search ^^

10.10.10 回来城市的我,生活并不如机械人般,试想,不是没有思想,每天都驶向那里,在四乡里我思乡,在实相里我识相,至于梦想,我还有着,它不单属年级小小时的天空,它是依然深藏在内心的守候,今天的我,还有着成就未来的那些梦想,那些属于我的,可以普通可以有趣可以奇怪可以沉闷可以种种,留给以后再说吧=)


thanks for those who help me in getting my magical tails, showing me the right directions and supporting me to swim further, just wanna say that I Miss You. Hmm, and I have even more dreams now, Where Are You?? =P

as for the last 3 months, thanks to the corporates for inviting and sponsoring my fight tickets and all trip expenses, thanks for supporting me, thanks for liking LisaYap.com ^^
I have been thinking, may be i should share with u my happy sponsored trips and those fabulous moments oversea, or share with u some of my lovely new parcels, or those new dreams and goals of mine, or all the joyful days in last few months…


… but the truth is i was being tie by a lot of other chapters as well,i have been spending most of my time with my families and pets, yeah my dogsssssssss, some of my darlings know what i have been busy with beside of traveling here and there, accompanying my sick and old parents & my sweet princess , having my vacations with ah fu and other pets, go for some courses like make up and dogs trainings…

好一些日子,照顾了好一些病狗,就这样几个月过去了,就这样花了好多钱,就这样步入了人生的中转点⋯⋯
到了二十五岁,回首十年前,十五岁的我,穿着校服在校园在补习中心,容易脸红容易害羞,如今十年后,二十五岁的我,穿着套装在开会在办公桌前,容易烦恼容易冷酷⋯⋯ 那,三十五岁的我呢?今天,我依然可以前望三十岁,许诺自己三十岁以前要完成什么,这是幸福。


and… sorry that u hardly reach me by my phone… bcuz i was away without it… i have been extremely busy taking care of 30 sick dogs, some of them are having major infectious decease (viral, bacteria, fungal, protozoal and others), parasites, skeletal and muscular disorders, nervous system, eyes, ears, skin, cancers, behavioral, cardiovascular and circulatory, environmental, gastrointestinal diseases, urinary and reproductive systems… we even travel around the country and out of it just to get the appropriate medical consultations from some professionals. Beside of serious skin problems, ear mites, eyes deceases… What i have been dealing with? 30+ unwanted deceased dogs with cancels, spending all my money (and colleagues money OMG, thanks for not letting go any of them with me, thanks for being so kind, especially Q and Dawei, thanks Q for the money, thanks Dawei for the time) for their chemotherapy treatment, in case u are unaware of it, yeah, there are chemotherapy for dogs too! we brought each of them one by one for blood test, cdv test and ctvt test etc, and then again, for treatments… u can hardly imagine how we spent our everyday time with them, we never have enough of time!! and worst case is i’m so broke right now that i can’t help more dogs d, after spending so much money in vet for curing them, feeding them with expensive holistic dog biscuits (same biscuits with ah fu, i treat all the same), and of course, getting them some real kind owners and a new place call home, like usuals, i’m not gonna put up the faces of deceased or misbehavior dogs, as I respect them and their new owners, after months of treatment and monitoring, we hand each of them to new owner with proper medical report, and thanks for those who help in donations, love u so much, and yeah my friends, i have even more scars and allergies around my bodies, and I never take any photos of those bcuz too ugly d, i worried i might get some canine transmissible virus too, but after my latest medical report, i’m still a human hehe! *don’t worry i wear mask and glove all the time when i take care of them* but i worry my colleagues might not so human d afterall lols. I have decided to change my direction(no more $$$, my remaining of very little savings are important for family debts, expenses and medical fees… bosssss, when can i have my next cheque payment???), whenever i free, i will share with u some dog decease knowledges that we’ve gained along the way, of course photos of infected areas might be gross at times, but hey, i actually see and touch them in real leh, so pls don’t hate lisayap.com for putting on pictures that not so pleasant to eyes… most importantly, i think these are precious knowledges, thanks to Ed for teaching me so much. and also thanks to K for the places… we can never make it without ur places… its never easy to take care so many sick dogs as we actually separated them into 8 places (very far from 1 to another) as we need to monitor them and avoid them from spreading any decease to other stray dogs (none is nearby the areas we used) and pets (again we have to ensure that none of the houses nearby keep dogs as pets when we are taking care of dogs with transmissible decease)… and yeah, I travel to 8 places everyday with my zombie dog head @@ hmm, wait till i have the ability again, u know, money n time, i will be out there with my k9/canine/kennel dog rescue team again ^^


二十五岁,是女人生命中最辉煌,最奢侈的一年,这一年,我们停留在单纯和成熟的临界点,生命的黄金分割线上,我们一起走过了羞涩年代,手心里头我们依然握着青春,依然为生命率真,依然对生活憧憬,过着让老辈嫉妒,小辈羡慕的日子,这是奢侈的幸福。


as for my 25 years old birthday… many asked how was my parties and celebrations etc,  well, it was just another day, i spent it by taking care of my sick dogs, had yummy brunch and birthday dinner cake with parents & princess, and thats it, i never have the time to meet up with any of my friends =( =( =( beside work + celeb at taiping with colleagues for a day, but it ended up with more and more business talks and discussion…lolz.

这个十月,二十五岁的我看见了日子说话,那是十天,十月,十年,那个很久以前和很久以后的今天。

about coming back 3 days ago, 101010, its another normal day still, but somehow i like the numbers. even in our everyday live, we are always living around the number 10 – “10 years later what will happen?”, “give me 10 minutes I will call you back”, you have 10 seconds to surrender”, “countdown from 10, 9, 8…” it is the power of 10 days, 1o months or even 1o years, or the buffer of every 10 seconds, 1o minutes and 1o hours, the decision that we made now and the consequences later… this is the new strategies that i have with me, a programmed thoughts that is more organized, I realised it when i’m in search of my life, and ways to live my life, i never know its that simple by just changing the way i make every decision, by thinking about now, some time later and the further future. 101010, the first 10 basically stands for “right now”, it doesn’t has to be exactly 10 seconds or 10  minutes or 10 hours.. the second 10 represents the foreseeable future, the predicable reaction to our passed decisions that continue to play in our future, and the third 10 is the day or the time in the future that is very far off.

its always important to have a clear question in mind, too many questions confuse and mess things up, then we should start in gathering info by using pen/paper, organizer/ chitchatting with friends/ or throwing questions in mind… what choices i have for this trouble, what is gonna happen if i decide it this way after 1o minutes, 10 months or 10 years? after whatever that need to be done has been done, whatever that have to say are all spoken, what might happened after a long period of time then?

then we should start to analyze, bringing in what we believe, what in our hearts,  or other related things like religions, targets and goals, principles, needs… also think about what kinda decision leads us to where we wanna be, to the life wanna live, after thinking about the consequences in short and long period of time, we should find the right balance.

I love what’s in newyork bestseller – a life-transforming idea that says: “We all want to lead a life of our own choosing. But in today’s accelerated world, with its competing priorities, information overload, and confounding options, we can easily find ourselves steered by impulse, stress, or expedience. Are our decisions the right ones? Or are we being governed, time and time again, and against our best intentions, by the demands of the moment?”


i was standing in front of myself, i apologized, for those years when i wandered, it has been ugly, those slides at the beginning of life, now that i’ve noted my errors, i’d been very wrong before, it was a crazy and noisy life, playing a game for forgiveness now, making promises that i’d promised years before. and what seemed to go okay as years go by, it has been a surprise again that last season has dragged long again, what i hope for in last year, and who kick them closer to me with explicit promises, what had totally encapsulated my emotions and made me cried a lil.

by saying u miss them, how much did u miss? by saying u need it, how badly do u need? we cant have everything we want, cant blame things all the time, the only solution to the earlier decision is to think more (in 101010) before we make another decision. it might be tough for u too, as i actually feel the fears inside of me, personally i pay more attention on the first 10 and the last 10… yeah i understand it hurts when one let go of a dream, but we might get the essense of a real life that can never be replace, right? when we are making a decision, somewhere at another corner of the world, another people might be thinking over and over again about the same problem and make a very different decision like us, yeah, its the life we are willing to live, because we chose to decide things this way after thinking about 101010.

到了二十五岁,才知道这以前,自己何其肤浅,二十五的女人,是应该更懂得珍惜与欣赏自己,毕竟自己也没有多少质本剩了,看见了眼角的细纹,不想再拖着青春的尾巴来回奔跑,给和我一起成长,一起二十五岁的宝贝女友们,宝贝,别哭了,别再和自己过不去,要是我们还没找到疼惜自已的那个男人,就爱自己多些吧,让自己开心些,二十五岁,我们要有着最美的心情,让我们快乐的活在我们的青春分水岭,二十五岁的每一天 =)


life is a journey, and in this journey, we always have troubles/ challenges that lie ahead of us, there are choices and hard decisions that we have to make, and after my long thinking and studying, i’ve confirmed my new ways of living life, thanks to suzy welch, 101010, it is a map that let me find my courage, an eraser for my errors, and a bridge for me to cross across and see further.

101010, it helps me to make a faster, a clearer and a better decision, i can even convince people around me in a easier way esp those i care, my family, my friends, my colleagues…. it’s a direct communication with my confidence, by saying “allow me to explain to u how i make this decision”, and then, its settled, people will actually buy my ideas! it lets me live again, it surprises me, and it’s sth that i would love to share with u tonight, I sincerely hope that it helps u to decide who u wanna be, by choosing which job u want, back to study or get a job, pay a visit to doctor now or later, stay together or break up, be a mama or back to work, leave or bring kids along to trip, move on or stay still, buy or sell, keep promise or not, stay to finish this or leave to complete that, celeb a special day with who or who etc… well, please dont make things hard for yourself, because 10 years later, most of the people will forgot what happened, and not gonna hate u or love u more for not pleasing them in the way they want right now, life goes on is the cruel truth, and its when we realise the decisions we made 1o days/ 1o month or 1o years ago are so rough and incomplete.

要知道,你忧伤十分钟,就丧失了六百秒的快乐。

thanks to 10.10.10 for proposing a transformative solution to deal with this pressure, thanks for those who share own life-tested strategy to help us regain control of our choices – and reclaim our lives! hope it makes your life easier too, just like how it transforms mine =) Cheers to 101010!!!
3 天前,10.10.10 那个代表十全十美的一天,我祝福你,我的至亲至爱,我的朋友们,谢谢记得我的你,谢谢10月3日送上生日祝福的你。感谢身边的谁让我日子过得写意,对谁我有着感恩之情与深深谢意,我都记得 。

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