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我，该如何忍痛挣脱内心的枷锁?
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Lisa, what happen to u la? Can feel u are unhappy now…!!
Lisa， 你还好吗？今天是圣诞节，你怎样度过呢？
祝你有个愉快的圣诞节。。
看过你的面书留言，也在那边留言给你了。
我知道你病到了吧。。真的很担心你，令我很不舒服哦。。
真心祝福你开心快乐，身体健康。
真的很想见见你这位朋友！
Happy New Year 2010.
move forward look forward, anything will pass away.
都看见了，谢谢你哦，一定会见到的，因为距离实在很近~~ 也真心祝福你新年快乐。
还有，我要你的住家地址~
终于看到Lisa 回复咯。。。要我住家地址? 写错什么要找我报仇吗？哈哈 。。。写这里吗？
等着你的照片哦。。但也是有空才放上来吧！！养伤重要。。
Im understand it..and we are friends so no need said sorry,,,promise me take care yourself nothing is important than ur health , relax just give urself to move more forward….!
哈哈对呀，就是要找你报仇，写这里或电邮我都行，x_t_yap@yahoo.com
好的，谢谢你哦，我一定会放上来的~
yeah, same to u, must always take care and relax more, hehe as for this new year, wish u can have more time to do things that make u happy! ^^
哈哈。。那我等你来哦。。我电邮给你啦。。可是心里都好奇你要来做么呢？
im already relax and fun fun fun one month le, tomorrow go back to Seremban because reopen school on next week le.thx ur wishes..I will de…
哈哈谢啦，你就要加倍小心哦，有我这个小人报仇哈哈~
原来你还是学生哦，好怀念！！！！
谢谢你关心哦。。我会很小心你的。。哈哈
对啊。。对了那么久还是在读。。真的感觉读不完。。。是值得怀念的，可是这就是人生。。
你读什么啊？读了多久？^^
哈哈。。那我坐在家里等你哦。。我电邮给你好了。。可是我很好奇你要做么呢？
Im already relax and fun fun fun one month le, tomorrow go back Seremban cause reopen school on monday le..thx ur wishes,i will de…
；）
我尽快放上圣诞节的照片，很美，因为和我最爱的家人度过！！！
sorry ah. earlier really unhappy… my bad, sorry sorry, thanks for being the first one who leaves me comment oo ^^
Sweetie, are you okay?…
I’m sorry to see your expression like that…makes me feel so blue too :-(.
I know I’m not supposed to answer/response all those “unnecessary words” that will only turn your blog to nasty.
I’m really really sorry for that as well, please forgive me.
It won’t happened again, I promise.
Wish everything will be just fine to you & getting much better day by day.
I/We really need you so much.
Please don’t cry…
Perhaps the TITLE is refering to you, hippo. I think Lisa really cannot accept an animal from Zoo.
I hope not to soon you can become human again…
I cannot keep what isn’t mine~ Lisa
lol ^^
thanks. im fine.
发生什么事了吗~
一下子看见了你两个留言，谢谢哦，好了，没事了。
哪有两个留言?
没事了就好啦~
（虽然我不知道什么事）
hehe 有两个啦，true happiness那篇有另一个~~~ 没事了，谢谢你哦。
哦~
知道了~
不用一直道谢啦~
我又没帮上什么~
okay! 我也知道了hehe ^^
你计划到马六甲开什么店呢？？
好像回了这则，不肯定，老了哈哈。
想开间cafe或什么的⋯⋯
开了肯定去支持你~
说好了哦～～～
你怎么了？担心你呢~
之前健康家里感情事业上都出现很多问题，所以一时迷失了，对不起哦让你担心了……
静静的守候！
默默的守住小彤的归来。
谢谢你。
回来了=）
小彤，你终于回来了。
让我担心的哭了啦！
什么都别说，我明白的！
哭？？？？ 开玩笑吧…… 我会超内疚的=（
对呀，回来了^^ smile!!!
糟糕，被小彤揭穿了。
没事就好，大家都在担心呢！
这几天会送个小东西给你哦！
没收到哦⋯⋯ 被人从信箱偷走了？是邮寄吗？
妆好像糊掉了是泪水么？相信那个信任自己的妳。
我不能做什么，但是一直都会在这里
说来听听，一定有办法的(^oo^)
不要伤心，不漂亮了啦
送你一颗聚满礼物的圣诞树，顶上最大最亮的那颗星是我的关心，挂的是我的诚心，制造材料的是我一颗不变有心：圣诞快乐！
谢谢，今年，家里没有人帮圣诞树扮美美…… 爸爸太病了，妈妈太忙了，妹妹太累了，我太没用了，好后悔~~~~~
小强，谢谢你，从你的几个留言中，我都有很深的感动。对呀，现在正努力学习重新相信自己一直以来信任的。
Sweetie, here let me wipe out your tears with all my love, care, concern, and repentance too.
Please no more cryin…it’s almost Christmas.
Cheer up, my dearest Xiao Tong.
=)
I feel the same……….
my dear… are u feeling better now..?
晓彤，
我很久都没来看你了,你好吗？
最近我也是面临一些人生的改变…….
发现心如止水的自己渴望被人疼，被人爱…..
也发现自己原来内心深处拥有一股很强大的“爱”的能力……
只是，没有遇到感觉对的人……
幽幽无奈心，凄凄在心头……
原来，我不是一个人迷失啊…… 对，就是差不多一样的感觉，哈哈，好无奈哦，你不用怕啦，男生可以很迟结婚，我担心自己嫁不出去哈哈
My deepest empathy for what it is really happening to you.
Hope you feel a lot more better soon.
Sweetie, tomorrow is Christmas Eve.
Let us celebrate Christmas in togetherness.
No more tears falling down on your cute beautiful face, please…
Love u so much.
Hippo, i hope i can celebrate X’mas eve with you too. Which Zoo you belonging so that i can bring some grass for you?
i wanna visit zoo!!!!!! i wanna shoot the photos of animals there!!!!! i wanna buy lens!!! hehe at least i have sth i want d now ^^
im alright d thanks.
We Wish You a Merry ♪♫●*¨*●·,,♥,,·●*¨*●♫♪Christmas♪♫●*¨*●·,,♥,,·●*¨*●♫♪We Wish You a Merry ♪♫●*¨*●·,,♥,,·●*¨*●♫♪Christmas ♥ ♥ ♥We Wish You a Merry♪♫●*¨*●·,,♥,,·●*¨*●♫♪Christmas ♪♫●*¨*●·,,♥,,·●*¨*●♫♪…And a Happy New Year!♪♫●·*¨*·●·,,♥,,·●*¨*●♫♪ for my dearest Xiao Tong
Chistmas Graphic Comments
thanks
每一个人都有自己的开心和不开心，希望你能勇敢的面对不快乐的事情。勇敢的面对我相信你可以不要放弃。祝你没一天过的快乐。
谢谢你，我一定会学习更加勇敢，只不过…… 你为什么要对我这么残忍哦，“祝你没一天过的快乐”，哈哈只是开玩笑罢了，我知道你是不小心把”每”打成”没”了~ 不管怎样，感激你！！
long time din visit ur blog, but once i see tis i jux wanna ask u. R u ok?
ya lor, u donno missing where so long d. im okay d, hehe super tall guy still playing basketball often?
i jux appear whn smth big cuming, tats y i appear now. lolz
i also meet sum big change last 1 year…
i thought i at the bottom of my life tat time, but now looking is really doesn’t matter. i think u will knw after 1 year whn u looking bek.
long time din see u in real person, 2 years d i think, now hardlly play ball d, coz u never cum up basketball event…. haha
haha so nice oo, thanks supertall guy, i never know we can keep in touch this long, really appreciate it. yeah it has been some time d.. i also wish i can organize another x3 basketball contest or event, perhaps we can meet up again then! hehe u must join kay, if i really make it someday =P
anyway, im glad that u make it through… the 1 year… i think is hard for u.. sorry that i didnt know, if not i would have send u my regards n supports. take care ya.
R u alright?
alright d now, thanks =)
Merry Christmas.
sister, let it go , you still have a big brother here…..
thanks big bro, happy new year ^^
又生病了？还是遇到挫择？？
人累了总会胡思乱想，休息够吗？
根据统计安慰的话说多了没什么效果，lisa能证明这不可信么？一决胜负
我要men men 的小彤叻==
在新加坡看到新的razer naga mouse，生日要到了又有借口买东西了。嘿嘿
现在我men到不行了，越来越帅了哈哈，生日要到了哦？几时？？？
我不知道妳有没有回来这里
逃走了回来还不是要面对，明白么？
医生说的话不是绝对，好不好
有听说过光明勇士么，人家怎样生活“怎样抓住未来，请lisa自己了解一下
是谁说收拾好心情‘计划明年的，现在说逃走？？？
继然知道爸妈对妳的关爱多重，为什么还要做些让他们伤心的事呢
是不是悲伤，是不是勉强’最担心的还是父母们呀
面对面的话不是安慰妳，而是责备妳’让你醒==
小彤看着办吧。。。
一定回来，不会让父母担心的，我会变到更加men~~~~~~~~~~~~
1/24 ‘ walau没心啦，居然忘了==。razer mouse我买下了好感动,哈哈（不过大出血(,*oo*,)）
对不起对不起，我的记忆超烂的~~~~ 出了多少血啊？不要紧啦，生日嘛~~最重要开心，那就物有所值了~~~ ^^
我在这里买的2字头，新加坡对换率不划算
生日对我不重要啦，说说而且不要当真
工作排得满满，不吵你了
安排一下时间多休息(*oo*)
会的，已经在好好安排时间了 =)
好贵哦，好用吗？？
贪他大粒好握，又酷
是么，跟爸爸谈了，互相了解心情真的很重要
哎哟，有人要做老板娘了，我一定会去光顾的（请客(*oo*)）
好久没更新了，又生病了？？？==
我对一个女生很好但突然间知道她口中的朋友其实就是她男友，好像在一起很久了。我心沉了，因为我不喜欢做第三者，以前都不懂为了什么…不能怪别人，只能怪我这傻子真的是出类拔萃，不会伤心只是为什么会变成这样？？？是不是我比较笨==
不要这么想，现在我才看见了这则留言⋯⋯ 不知道你心如此沉重⋯⋯ 不要觉得自己笨哦，每个人走过来的路都是如此与众不同，很独特地专属你自己，曾经我也一样，觉得自己太笨了，不过，现在回顾，不是笨，是傻得可爱，好怀念还会傻的时候。
近来这么忙必须以对的态度坚持下去，别一气之下坏了大事，好久没聊了，回大马记得找我哦！
好的，我会从每一个昨天好好学习⋯⋯ 谢谢你。
真的好久没联了，很开心在这里再次看见你的消息和问候～
病了，也好了 ^^
haha 只是小小计划罢了⋯⋯ 不知道成不成～
和爸爸谈了很多，之前家里发生太多事了，人老了，会需要更多爱。
☼ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 everyone ☼
best wishes especially for my sweetie, Ms. Xiao Tong and her grandma & grandpa.
God bless you & Malaysia †
Let’s started this New Year with a new hope, smile, and no more cold war!!!
Sweetie, with all my heart I promise you, I won’t screwed up again.
Forgive me for all my mistakes.
Let’s continue our relationship in harmony & togetherness.
Take care, love u so much…
thanks for understanding, take care too.
☼ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 everyone ☼
Wishing you & your grandpa+grandma are be blessed with tremendous health, more beautiful+forever young, and good physical endurance through all the years.
You will always be remains in my heart forever no matter where I am gonna be & try to be more obey/listening to every word you have said.
You’re indeed INCOMPARABLE & UNREPLACEABLE too.
God bless you all & Malaysia †
几个月没留言了。。。。
看来你和我也刚刚面对了同样的问题。。。
迷失了几个月。。。。
沮丧了几个月。。。
最近才刚刚恢复了些。。。
深深地感受到。。家人，朋友及看书。。。
就好象黑暗的一盏灯。。。一条垂到井底的绳。。。
将我们中黑暗里拉出来。。。
希望你和我一样，找到那条绳/那盏灯。。从那里攀回出来。。。
加油！！！
好久了，已经几个月了吗……？时间真的过得好快。对…… 迷失了沮丧了一段时间，没想到我们都处于同样困境……
好了，都逐渐恢复了，这段时间，更加了解的是，家人，永远会体谅与原谅我，一直都在身边的家人与朋友，真的让我慢慢看见天亮了……
那无底洞，已经不再像之前那么深那么暗，只是不小心掉了下去，然后不知所措地呆了一段时间。
一起加油，让我们都新年快乐=）
long time you haven’t update your blog….
still okay??
Yup…Slowly recovering now….
You too:)….
Happy New Year…
Things will not that scary when you underatstand clearly what is that…
hehe now okay d, i hope u are feeling much better now…
yeah, when u finally understand… things are no longer that scary. b strong.
Lisa姐~~
很久没来你的。。。‘家’。。。。
好想你哦~还有xiao ling~~最近好吗？~
我很喜欢这张照片~很有feel~~~
可爱的qiqi!!!!! 很开心又看见你来了哦！！！也很想念你！！
我还好，对呀，这张照片，不久前一位好友拍的，刚好与之前的心情吻合，就放上来了~ 真的很高兴你也喜欢！！！
Sweetie, please don’t push yourself too hard for doing your job in the office lar…your health is indeed more precious than that, you know.
Can you enjoy your money while you have to go back around hospital for medical check up or taking medication every day, every week or every month (even you have medical insurance cover by your company)?…think about it.
Why were we must stress because of that?
Certainly, there are no benefits at all but torturing yourself.
You’re indeed too much worthy to be treated like that by yourself, sweetie.
Take your free time for more relaxing, and enjoy to spoil yourself by doing your favorite activities such as listening your favorite songs, watching funny movies, or do beautician activities.
And most of all, please try reduce consuming alcohol or caffein that will caused your heart beat more faster & create the effects of addiction+endanger your liver too…try have some green tea.
If there’s nothing to do in your free time, you better take your time to get rest/sleep more.
Always take good care of yourself in anykind of circumstances, okay?
God bless you & Malaysia †
Love u so much.
Keep in touch…
hey thanks. perhaps we are kinda different? im stress not bcuz of works and im not torturing myself at all. For me, im enjoying my works, i love my job, im happy when spending time on my career~ listening music/ watching movies/ beautician activities etc cant really make me that happy, i love staying in home bcuz my family members are there, i love staying in office bcuz my beloved pets and challenging tasks are there~ dont worry, i seldom drink alcohol or caffein, only when gatherings/ festivals etc. i will surely rest when im tired, thanks!
Well, I see.
So glad knowing that you’re not stress because of your job at the office.
Then I must be mistaken d…and certainly I’m not dictating you for all my words above, okay?…I just suggesting you.
And if you really stress because of my silliness for behaving ridiculous to you unrealizable lately, then with all due respect please forgive me.
I’m really really sorry about that, please don’t take it personal into your heart ya sweetie.
Gees, I’m so terrify when you get mad…more terrify than my mom.
But it’s okay, I’m fully understand of your expression.
This time, I won’t let you down nor make you mad again, I promise.
Always take good care of yourself.
God bless you & Malaysia †
Love u so much.
Keep in touch…
Gööd nite…
Hippo~~potamus, don’t tell me you escape from the Zoo again….. the zookeeper not doing his job arh….. sigh~ why you always runaway and go online…
Anyway, i wish you happy new year 2010 and how you celebrate your countdown party with other animals? buffalo? chimpanzee?…must be great right? if not, how you escape?
By the way, how you type har? you got finger meh? Shouldn’t be using a voice/lips recognition machine right?….
Don’t angry ok? because i really prettier than Lisa, you can ask her… :)
ya is true, pretty girls are everywhere, and joannelove is a pretty one i know, someone who will be there beautifully in an unique way ^^
Personally, I don’t care no matter how many pretty girls are everywhere…all I know, all I concern, and all I care is just YOU!
ONLY YOU!!
And I’m willing to do everything to make you happy+comfort in your life.
In my heart there is just YOU.
Door’s open wide for welcome you to come inside.
Certainly no doubt about it!!
♫ My love, there’s only YOU in my life… ♫
I dump the rest!!!, get it?
^^
its okay, thanks.
我读维修飞机的。。读了两年了还有一年，还有一年毕业，毕业了也离不开书的。。。！！之前还有读别的。。所以到现在这个年龄也在读书。。。哈哈。。。不是和你说过吗〉？可能你忘了。。
对不起啊，老了，超糊涂的，你年龄不大啦，还很小啦~
不用说对不起。。你又知道我几岁？？哈哈。我２３咯，还在读书哦。。不算老吗？
我知道，你的电邮有“87”，你小我两年，说什么老啊@@
hehe 我是变态的老女人了，hohoho, 有你的地址了，小心小心！！！
原来如此。。。我也老了。。。既然不知道自己电邮有８７。。
哈哈。。。我没得小心了。。地址在你手上。。希望我从芙蓉回家，家里还在就好了。。
哈哈。。我信的过你才放心给你的。。我看你是变态的好女人。。变态到好的不得了。。所以没什么好怕。。哈哈
哇。。。你的这个月工作时间很慢哦。。。
连上网时间也减少了。真的会蛮累得哦。
小心照顾哦。。
今天是年初夕了。。你还是忙于你的工作吗？！
在那里度过啊？！
祝你新年快乐
祝你身体健康
祝你生意兴隆
祝你和家人平平安安
来回复这则留言了⋯⋯ 年除夕和家人度过了，有点戏剧化，但还是很温暖 ＝）
妈妈准备的饭菜汤最棒了～
怎么回新留言，到现在才回旧的留言。。
我还以为你没回了。。！！
哈哈因为之前的留言没看完咯，我直接在wordpress里回最上面的留言哈哈～
对呀，之前真的忙得糊里糊涂，现在还有点忙，不过好多了～
哈哈哈，那我想，你看错了，其实之前是想邮寄一件小小东西给你，因为你说你是风云的忠实粉丝嘛⋯⋯ 那日历我放着也就是放着⋯⋯ 早前我想它对你可能较有意义⋯⋯ 不过，过了这么久⋯⋯ 之前我又逃走了⋯⋯ 现在才给你，好像过时了，也似乎显得太没诚意了⋯⋯ =(
原来如此。。
哈哈。。就算你几时送对我也是有意义的，你都会说我是风云忠实粉丝咯。。。你在等10年后送给我，对我也是有意义的。。你想送我已经是诚意啦^^
不关怎样还是要说声谢谢你。。
那说好咯，会寄给你，不过要多两个星期⋯⋯后天就会去泰国走一趟，尝试新市场，到那里后，我一定找机会开溜偷闲，会带着手提电脑，有时间就来这里更新和看看留言～
又让你等了，就只是那么一个小日历⋯⋯ 抱歉哦。
真的啊。。那谢谢你先。。做完你的工作先罢！^^
去泰国尝试新的市场？！那方面哦？要去那边开店？！旅程愉快！
不客气～～～～ 谢谢你不介意～ 忙完后一得空就会去邮局一趟了～^^
其实上一回见了些厂商，他们想我们把所生产产品带进马来西亚，但是太忙也就搁在一旁了，这次算是讨论细节～
没有资本开店哦⋯⋯ 马六甲那里也正在努力找着投资者～
Mmm…that was so sweet+joyful conversation with your dad last nite…how impressive!!
Thank God, I’m so glad knowing your dad is fine again.
Sweetie…
Personally, I don’t care no matter how many pretty girls are everywhere…all I know, all I concern, and all I care is just YOU!
ONLY YOU!!
And I’m willing to do everything to make you happy+comfort in your life.
In my heart there is just YOU.
Door’s open wide for welcome you to come inside.
♫ My love, there’s only YOU in my life… ♫
I dump the rest!!!, get it?
Take care, Gbu & Malaysia †
Love u so much.
Keep in touch…
haha only get to see this now, thanks anyway.
hey hey,what happen to my jj?
r u ok?
sry abit late to ask this.
its okay my dear, jj is fine, thanks ya for asking.
CONGRATULATIONS!…for winning the Grand Prize & Officially became the Professional Webmaster of L’OREAL Paris Pure Zone & being the first Malaysian L’OREAL’s website developer as well!
WOW…whatta amazing achievement!
I’m so proud of you, sweetie.
You’re indeed so beautiful to me.
And you’re definitely INCOMPARABLE & UNREPLACEABLE too!
Keep it up!!
Take care, Gbu & Malaysia †
Love u so much.
Keep in touch…
thanks =)
你好,首次拜访!哇,这里的部落内容好丰富,很多我都没看过^……^
原来你拜访过了哦～ ＝p
hey in f.s. u have a poser
thanks akirah! for informing me about it~~ =)
你怎么啦？你让我担心了。。。有事情可以打电给我的，，，如果你信任我>>这个朋友：）电话号码，我sms过给你了/那本寄给你的书也友写吧。。。这里根本很难谈到东西。近来我也很忙，很多烦恼，都在一一处理。小彤，你一定要坚强！
Love，Citta/馨军
谢谢你，我好多了。有把你号码save下来，我不习惯打扰身边的朋友，不得已时才烦烦你吧hehe～
在这里，我想我更可以谈谈⋯⋯ ^^
你也要坚强，加油处理问题哦！
对不起哦。。要麻烦你走一趟。。真不好意思！
原来如此。。可以找到的。。不管怎样祝你事事顺利呀！！
还有也要有足够的休息哦！
不要说对不起啦～ 你也一样，事事顺利，多多休息！^^