当我一直往前看时，一步一步，让你看见的，是微笑，是希望，是信心。
你说，是我走得，好远了。
我说，是我站得，太远了。
在如此诚实的城市里，
知道吗？
我依然看着我自己，
我的陈诉我的沉思，
我自己知道。
也知道，
我们，更远了。
这篇，
我很用心，为关心我，
认识，却也不认识我，
的朋友,
而写。
至于，知道我的，我知道， 你知道。
这片（篇），不是给你的。
或许，我很久没接听电话了。
或许，我很久没上线聊天了。
或许，我很久没回复简信了。
或许，我很久没见你哭笑了。
对，接上回见，
或许，是忙碌，
或许，是不想说话。
人生的交叉，分量过足的，浓烈的，未必是伤心，
我们都在走自己的人生，
或许，
就这样，重叠了很短的距离，
就这样，重复了很远的据理。
不明白，为什么，有那么多抱怨，
你抱怨我，没有时间。
我想说，我很忙，但，
象征的是，我有时间，
相争的是，更多实践。
越把时间捉紧，
也就越加充实。
学习实习的我，
紧捉静坐的我，
耍酷爱哭的我，
懵懵懂懂的我，
陪伴我八年了，
不再弹奏的它，
似乎没尘埃了。
有多久了，上一次你所谓的，熟悉的我，回忆难忘，
有好久了，上一回我所见的，四目交投，会心一笑。
goodbye，a voice, a soft whisper in your heart.
it doesn’t matter if you go, across the country or further or wherever,
all i want is just a promise,
that you agree,
goodbye doesn’t mean goodbye forever.
次回再见，这样好吗。
我想想，是你从来都对我不了解。
我想说，我从来都很记得我是谁。
或许你想，你不怎么认识我了，
或许你说，我变得非常陌生了。
从来不变，这样好吗。
这样吗，知道吗？
我不喜欢S.H.E。
不喜欢不想长大。
这样的，知道吗？
我较喜欢梁静茹。
喜欢一夜长大。
你说，我的笑容变了，成熟了，勉强了，
你推说，因为我，紧紧静静，牢牢绕绕，
对仅仅的支柱，不防不放。
知道吗？你，错过了，我，最记得的，
那些，从旁门遗漏的，在角落遗留的，
那些，开心笑颜。
最现实的面前，最清晰的坦然，
我，自己知道。
有些事情，我曾想帅气甩开，
那些实情，我曾有衰弱摔倒。
原来，自己从所及双方探索，
事后，却只是单方向的抛舍，
让它，静静归位的，
不是很好吗。
有些调子，你有影响，我有印象。
你以为，我没正视，
我认为，我有听着。
只是，不想说。
你说，
我该反省什么，该觉悟什么，
我说，
我没有犯你，没有犯规，
更没有将帽子反戴，
你，反对什么。
你说，我过了叛逆时期，
我说，我还在逆转命运。
你说，我不生性，让你失望了，
我说，我很长进，让我期望了。
我看着键盘，
没有大声宣布，这是我的空间，
没有大力删除，你的自由发言，
你的人生规则，不是我的，
我们，真的只是观点不同。
没有什么好说，想说，
我不是个长不大的孩子。
假使我说，
这是不经意不刻意的我，
你也会骂我假扮老孩子，
你，依然想到很多，
你，就别想太多了。
看见的前面，越来越远，
保留的后面，越来越多。
执着的我并不稚拙。
什么是对，什么是错，
我不反对，也不失措。
常常怅怅的，
长长畅畅的，
我带着的，不是优柔寡断。
是，每一天。
难道，你能决定一个人，永远停留在五年，或十年前吗？
偶尔，也想为自己戴戴高帽。
偶尔，也想自己呆呆一笑。
每天，自己的会议，自己的会意，自己的回忆，
那天，你对我回首, 再给我挥手，要我的回收，
你说，我们终于开始了，某种了解，
我说，我们终于结束了，某种尴尬。
独自，看了三场电影，一幕幕，
独自，看了散场背影，一个个，
那些莫名害怕，终于沉默磨灭。
世间的流势，时间的流逝，
让我再次站稳，
不再低头，
不再摆动，
不再旁观，
我，日子，依旧勇敢，
老样子，笑了。
没有淡忘，没有相欠，
我不等你，找我回去，
遇见了谁，我们再见。
我呼吸着，清晨七时，
你说，
天亮了，该醒了，
我说，
夜深了，人静了。
情人节快乐。
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Previously on 25 January 09.
Happy Chinese 牛NIU牛 Year everyone:)
Happy.
开心，帽子。
Chinese.
华裔，我是。
New.
崭新, 形象。
Year.
新年，交替。
and…? Yum Shing!
Instead of singing a country song into this bottle…
Allow this cowgirl to play u a chinese niu year song :P :P
and lastly, a little homemade cookies for u!!
p/s: thanks to Sean and Cloud for borrowing me diz new hat~ thanks for letting me to wear it for diz photoshoot~ nez time belanja u two makan ^^
p/s p/s: hehe i have many many photos more, about 200++ taken @.@ have diz 1 hour photoshoot at Bukit Jalil Park right before my reunion dinner, but now no time d, rushing some works and mayb nez time only share with u guys the other pics~ :)
p/s p/s p/s: thanks to 2 of my close friends who know nothing about photography yet willing to accompany me and help me to hold the camera, diz is the 1st step towards my “everything by myself” photoshoot, in diz cowgirl shoot, i pose myself, i set myself, i tell them the angle, okay, make it simple, i directed myself, everything on my own beside having them press the capture button~ and diz is my very 1st attempt before i set up a tripod and shoot myself for nez round, hehe, now, i shall place these series under Lisa Yap Studio ^^
p/s p/s p/s: i will b away for few days, dont worry, i will set some pre-posts later => take care guys! and lastly, happy chinese Niu year, from the imported cowgirl :P
Happi Chinese New YearR ^^ !!
Wish U and ur Ah Fu Happy Chinese New Year…
have a great and funny day…
remember give me ang pou when have a time to meet oh…:)
Take care
MoooOOOoooooo!!!! Happy Niu Year!!! Hope that you’ll have a bullish year ahead. Gong Xi Gong Xi
不要这样。。。。。
第三张看到我。。。。。
喷血不止~~~~
呵呵呵
新年快乐啦！！！
Happy New Year ^^ nice attire…. but… dun get exposed lo… later lots of ppls die cuz of losing too many blood infront of their pc oooo =P
赫赫~性感美女~
新年快乐哦
不错～
但愿我寄予您的祝福是最新鲜最令您百读不厌的。
祝福您新年快乐，万事如意！
这一刻，有我最深的思念。让云捎去满心的祝福，点缀你甜蜜的梦，愿你拥有一个幸福快乐的新年！
新的一年，新的开始；心的祝福，新的起点。
祝你随事顺心，祝你全家幸福团圆。
新春快乐，大吉大利。
新年的钟声悠然响起，飘送着我的祝福，萦绕在您的身边。
新年进步！
恭贺新禧！
happy CNY lisa :)
Nice series. ^_^
It can be better if without the OOF/blurish due to hand shake.
Happpy Chinese 牛 Year~^_^
Happy CNY。。。 Lisa~~
xiao tong, it’s been a long time since i wrote a comment. it looks like you’re doing well. to be honest, i just don’t know what you’re thinking anymore. i mean why do u need to expose urself to others like that? ur body is ur most price possesion and it shud only belong to u until u found ur soulmate. maybe i think thats the reason u do this. do u wanna seek attention? or are u feeling insecure? i dont mean to offend u in any way but as someone who truely care for u, pls think carefully before u do anything. i know ur already mature and such but who knows one day, bad things might happen to u and i dunno if i can live to see that happen.
hey tree, frankly i think tong tong is old enough and it’s really no big deal as it’s just a very NORMAL sense of fashion. knowing her for so many years, i’m sure she knows what she is doing. as long as she feels good, we should feel good. and it’s so conceptual and beautiful shoot some more. i’m so proud to let the world know that she is my good friend :)
tong tong, when free to go out for a drink. miss u heaps
Wao, interesting new design & style for you in New Year & really big suprise saw your 3rd photo.Nice & pretty!
Happy Niu Year & dreams come true to you my dear Lisa!
Nice boobs. Ha…Ha… Don’t get mad ah
新年快乐~~~
哈哈哈~~
有人流鼻血了~~
to Tree,
Everyone is free to express their self, all we need is more more deeper thinking, more understanding, and respect… This is a free world, as long as she, they, and we are not breaking legal rules, it will remain right. If you are too conservative to comment in such a liberate type of photo, just remember this Respect and Understanding will work. Have a nice day.
A late Happy Chinese New Year greeting to Ms. Lisa Yap… ^^
Thanks all for ur sincere comments:) sorry as i didnt update for quite some time. didnt share these pics as soon as i promised. i was busy for some roadshows/ press conference and just have the time to format pc too, luckily get to rescue back all my important files n memorable pics. Just wanna wish all of u, a very happy valentine’s day ^^ and lastly, hope u like these very 1st photoshoot that conducted by myself. take care, will update once i free again~ hav an hour to sleep den need to go work d~ hugs.
Wow…it’s a great article with such artistic photos.
Sori 4 da disturding yesterday :l
Happy Valentine’s day…
wowow nice photo and hope can see more on the future yah..keep it up u doing a great job~~~
btw tht hows ur 2 close frds who helped u taking the photo? bleeding tooo much during photo taking sesion lol? :P
“”好花应折，
因为花会老。
莫等盛开，
折花要趁早。
春天应寻，
因为春会老。
莫等冬去，
才把春天找。
爱情应断，
因为情会老。
劳燕先飞，
是为两人好。”"
citta: i heard about it already :) sorry i was out from office whole day. but its lucky of u then :P
ming: haha thanks thanks, i know them for many years d, they see me till very sien liao lor haha
davors: :)
香港的漫画家几米要请人写他的最新绘本的旁述文字，我可以推荐你吗？喜欢你的这句：
“每天，自己的会议，自己的会意，自己的回忆，
你对我回首, 再给我挥手，要我的回收，
你说，我们终于开始了，某种了解，
我说，我们终于结束了，某种尴尬。”
加油吧！
citta: hehe thanks, why not? and so glad that u like it ^^
哇，好有艺术气息唷，对lisa又有另外的认识与了解咯。不过~装这服装在外，小心感冒了。我喜欢“不喜欢不想长大”那张照片，远看那片饼干好像一只小猪的样子噢（*oo<)
小强 : hahahhaa u are so creative, now that i notice dat :P :P
饼干的小猪鼻子将明显，我还以为特地制成小猪型状唷.
小强: hehe no lah, its just so ngam hehe ^^
Hi Lisa. Nice to know u. I read and reviewed ur web this morning, and I found it out that u quite talented, and, like all people said, u are pretty.
But i would like to give u some critic, hope u don’t mind. Don’t see a critic as a negative thinking, but see it as a way to make u more better :)
I wonder, why most of the time u took picture, u always close ur lips tight ? For me, a normal people who saw those pics, u seems like act to be cute, and not natural. I believe if u can smile natural, ur pictures will be more great! Try smile natural, and show ur teeth as well :)
U, urself has already cute, and if u act cute, it will tooooo much and makes people think that u are soo fake.
Errmm.. about Tree comment, maybe because the way u took pic like a porn model (sorry to say that). I mean first u took pic with polite costume, then slowly-slowly u open the button, and show ur boobs, with the ‘bitchy’ style also.
Lisa, ur pretty face has attracted lot’s of ppl, wf ur talent also, so don’t use ur body to sell urself. I’m not being conservative, but, u, ur family, ur relative, and us, will be more proud on u if u can show us ur pure beauty, and talent. That’s unique, but sex appeal… is NORMAL. So, Lisa, dont change urself too much ^^
Marthin: thanks Marthin, thank u so much for visiting, but i dont think u know me well. Those who understand will understand, but i guess not in your case :)
dont try to insult my sister,Marthin.
dd: =) thanks dd.
不管什么事都可以加上好还是不好的理由，每个人灌注的想法都不一样，就好像“太极”正反面
~有黑就有白。不要太在意他人的想法。
小彤是最好的(*oo<)
小强: yeah agree ;) thanks.
nice :) n nose bleeding~~
Bukit Jalil公园？
Lisa, Ignore Marthin & Tree’s comment.
In Japan, this is consider way too conservative.
I hope you will come out with more sexier picture. Y not taking micro bikini pictures or semi nude pictures? That will be very sexy and artistic. You are young now, its now that you should show off your beauty and curves.
Cant wait for your next pictures, you really make me bleed a lot!
hehe thanks for ur support =) thanks for liking the pics!
Hi Lisa, How come less photos these days?
Hv been waiting and waiting. I’m your no. 1 fan!
Hv to look into your pictures for me hv a good sleep.
You know what? You STILL make me bleed a lot.
Mk me bleed moree…..
hey thanks for ur comment again haha, yeah no time to post up pics, actually have done alot of photoshoot, just too busy to sort them and transfer into my new laptop~ take care ya. don bleed so much la, bad for health haha, but u are honest, i don like pretenders, so, thanks =)
I will wait anxiously for u to upload ur new photos.
Thanks for liking my honestly. And dun worry abt me bleeding too much.
It’s the sacrifice dat I’m willingly to take for a beauty like u!
hahahaha u are making me laugh again, really very honest!
thanks for waiting, more pics soon~~