i love them, the most.

Leaf Story:

on the way to meet the love of my life…

i know… deep inside…
how muc i miss them…
its been so long since the last time
we had dinner together.

and diz time around, we r gonna
cele his birthday… i feel thankful..
that he’s still v us now…

well… he jz out fr hospital b4 da dinner..
and u c him stil lookin so strong in front of us…
and in the pic too.. but its jz what he shows.

the week before…
i was so angry… i almost wanna shout at someone…
* normally i’m soft spoken kay :P

we were on our way sendin him to hospital as
ambulance’s even more late than us at times… and he
cant even breath…
there’s diz traffic police sudd stop us n close down the
road.. and we asked him to let our car go den only close,
as those cars in front of us oso usin that road.

he said NO. we tel him its emergency!!! we sendin him
to hospital… and he looked at him… his eyes closin… he
is havin asthma attack, very difficult in breathin, and obviously
its super urgent… and he still… “errr, tak boleh lahh… guna
jalan lain boleh?”

i was like “tolonglah.. pls pls pls… memang cemas ni..”
and he think for a while… and he said “guna jalan lain la”
den walked away, to put up road blocks.

walao. i was speechless.. we cant just drive over cuz he
put those road blocks d… and it was 5:30pm, nearby Jalan
Chan Sow Lin… u know after office hour, its gonna b very jam,
and it’s raining somemore, and even close down a road…

and so… we use “the other road” and jam like hell.. i so scare
he’s goin to die anytime… my hands were sweating n i feel
myself shivering…

the terrible jam… bcuz of da damn malay traffic police.
a 5 mins journey to hospital fr normal way become 40 mins.

* a life is incomparable when “someone BIG” wanna use the road.
what the hell. im still angry when think of this.

and when we reached hospital? ICU of cuz. and the doctor told
me da oxygen in his body is only 1/4 of normal ppl, and its very
dangerous. surrounded by few nurses, he was given 5 injections
+ alot other machines too… i was waitin outside. and i asked myself,
what shud i do if sth happen… u guys know watz dat sth…

luckily… after long long time.. everythin’s finally under control.

as for diz week, b4 da dinner, he admitted again…
hmmm.. don wanna blog bout diz d, lets talk bout my fav
thing, FOODS!!! ^^ hehe our family dinner.

Leaf 2 eat:
Hei Long Dang @ Pudu.

shark fins.

pork rib.

err… “sea ginseng??” –> his fav :)

fish fish.

bday mee~

all the foods r yummy, price okay too, as long as we r together,
anything’s perfect.

Leaf 2 love:

and 3 of them, the love of my life.

it’s so hard for him jz to make it for diz dinner… he knows diz gonna
make us hapi… nez yr i hope he’s stil v us…

and what happened after da dinner?

i watched him walkin slowly… holdin his breath hardly… and mom
told me, he suffered at the night after we left, just like every night.

lastly, to both of them, thank u, for the night, and for understanding.

U might wonder, whatz da story behind.

a fren of mine, Mr. J called n told me i’ve been
keepin too many secrets, he was shocked
when he heard of my stories fr “her”, he
asked me why i never tell them, so im tellin
u now, J***E, actually, there’s nth to hide fr u
guys all these yrs, its jz nth to tell either :)
as our conversation, yeah, i came fr a complicated
background, but im x dat complicated kay, im tryin,
to lead a simple leaf life too. ^^

there r some ppl… i wanna thank… fr bottom of my heart.
daddy mummy sis, for showerin me with so muc lov..
ms tan, my kai ma,
thank u… for sayang me n borrowin me money at the
hardest time of my life… if not i cant even complete my
study…
ms ang, my primary skul tcer n my neighbour now,
thank u… for borrowin me so muc money too… without u,
dad oledy dono hw… and my studies too…
Josh, my beloved kai kor..
U too, thank so muc. for everythin. Care, money n
fetchin my dad so often… everythin u did, i rememba..
Mr K, my lecturer at MMU,
thank u… for offerin me to study master for free…
sori as i chose another path… sori if let u down…
as they cant wait too long n need me most…
Mr Q, my boss at ET Hub,
thanks for givin me such opportunity… n trusted
my ability… thank u.
and of cuz… my jimui, thank u :)

and diz what she wrote,
which touches my heart:
Dad, I love you so much. No matter where you will be in the future, i know you can still hear me calling your name, and i can literally still feel your love. You are the greatest man I have ever known, and you are the greatest man in my heart, always. I don’t care whatever that you have come across in your life all these while, you still remain flawless in my heart, the perfect one which i will always adore. Please take my words with you, forever.”

My dear sis, i feel u.
we both wanna giv them the best… jia u:)
why is it so hard for us to hav a dinner together?

cuz my sis’s studyin n stayin at nilai… n workin part time too.
My mom’s teachin tuition nearby a skul at Pudu… n takin care
of my dad too..
I’m stayin alone at Ampang and whats my biggest dream?
i wanna earn a lot money, so that my mom can stop tuition in
year 2009, she’s old d… suppose to retired since 2 yrs bac…
and my sis gonna graduate soon d, n guess what? the wonderful
bday dinner is treated by her :) we got him a watch, 2 shirts n a
keychain too…

Shan n me need a lil’ more time,
to make diz empty hse full, slowly, but x too slow,
and then,
we can all stay together, once again.

i love u, daddy, mummy and shan :)