Leaf Story:
It has been a week… yet i miss it so muc… and it’s so
hard for me to control those tears fr rolling down…
Waz da matter?
it’s da death of my little jit jit :(
Rememba my post 3 months bac? when i first
bought it home… awwwwwwwwwww….. not even
half a year… and its now gone forever… :( :( :( :( :(
it’s not moving anymore… no matter what i did to wake it… Jit jit
eyes’ were opening… as usual, when i was home, checkin up my 2
cute pets… and i realised that :( and jue jue, stares at me, hopin 2
get an answer fr me: what happened to jit jit?
Jit jit is dead… even jue jue feels da pain…..
Jue jue tried to wake it too, by makin noises beside it and jumping
onto their coconut hse and swing it…
All those are useless… and then.. Jue jue just go and lie down beside
Jit jit…
Leaf 2 love:
Take a closer look…
Jit jit is dead… but eyes opened ther.. Jue jue closed
its eyes and stayed quietly beside its best companion
… can u feel da pain…? i feel its pain… so deep…
even a tiny lil bird will react lidiz… Jue jue stayed
there for quite some time… reluctant to leave…
jit jit’s beak is not in shinny+striking red anymore…
cracked a li’ too.. the lovely pair of eyes… aint black
but grey… no more singing jit jit jit again… its feathers
are still very soft but messy d…
took jit jit out… i don even know the reason of its death… :( its so
young… much younger than jue jue…3 months ago, its oni half a size
of now… sufficient of foods and vitamin waters… swing to play and
coconut hse to live in to avoid cold nights… it was sick i think… i felt
so bad cuz i din realise it earlier… and i spent so little time with it..
as i was reali busy earlier… and i din even take its pic again since da
day i bought it… diz time around, when i take, its a dead bird d… and
now dat im free, its gone… :(( such a regret…
after a hard time of crying… went to bury Jit jit…
with its hubby jue jue along…but feel diz a lil too cruel…
so Shanere suggested to put the cage further…
dig dig dig… with unstoppable tears…
it took me so long… just to put it down… i keep hopin
dat its gonna move again… hold it so long til i can
hardly recall how long was it… so painful…
and finally… its lyin there d… and a leaf for it…
buried it…
and… covered it..
Shanere put on a lil plant on top…
diz where my jit jit is now… :(
head home… washed the cage all over again… in case there is any
bacteria… < not bird flu!!! > and then… pampered my zebra finch
jue jue… its gonna spend long lonely nights again…
and jue jue zzz d… rest well my dear…
and to my baby bird, jit jit… its so hard to let go of u…
my hands were shaking… and those fears conquered
me… i tot i was well prepared to face death anytime
… and now i finally realised… im not dat strong… just a
bird, it broke my heart…
Jue jue… don look at me lidiz anymore…
its just death..ntg to b scare of… everyone has to
go tru it someday…
and i know how muc u miss jit jit…
i share ur pains too…
its so hard for me to get over this… but now, jit jit’s free,
perhaps its flying around d… or gonna b a free bird in
nez life…
cycle of life, enuf of cyin over watz gone, and i gotta
move on d… there are tonnes of works ahead…
smile a smile, nth matters…… :)
叶声人静:
要微笑， 要振作， 不要因失去而失落…
不是一向都很勇敢么?
and to her… rest in peace too… so shocked when i set my eyes upon
this news… we r gonna miss ur beautiful smiles…
life is so unpredictable…
this photo take at china press?
….jit jit…i juz met it 3 weeks b4…seeing them half an hour when u’r showering..sigh-.-..but u r right..cycle of life…i believe it will live in another new world soon…lisa..jia you!…sayang u:*
life is always unpredictable dear…it comes n leaves without notice…n we find ourselves lost when it’s gone. but don’t u think it’s gona stay forever in our heart, til forever~
珍惜身边的每一个人。。每一秒。。。
Anything can happen @ anytime…
:(
加油哦。。。
sorry about jit jit. :(
tong tong….. :(
i am very sorry to hear about jit jit…
but dun worry xiao tong… old one gone, new one will be coming… ^^
sigh.. yet i used to think of them having youngs in the future >.
i am so sorry about your lost, o be strong
it’s been a while since i stopped by here, do take care
to: i know you
the past’s unchangeable, the future’s unreliable… so cherish what you still have and do not dwell too long on what you’ve lost :)
from: you know who
xP
有时候在面对这样现实的遭遇面前任何人都是不堪一击的。觉得你是不需要家人操心的人，可是虽然不用人费心，但反而应该更担心你吧，不知道有什么地方在勉强自己，还是有什么谁也不知道的伤感。那些流泪，难过的事就当作回忆来讨论好了，时间过去也是一瞬间。就是因为有过去才会有现在美好的回忆呀！将来的更重要吧，比起现在，应该更珍惜以后的时光对吧。(*oo*)
lisayap是了不起的人，绝对的（*oOo*）
强强永远支持小叶子。加加油
suki: i saw it at chinese cari forum, and they got it from china press :)
vicky: :( :( :( i dono u looked at it dat long, jue jue become so diam d these days, when u wanna come stay v me again? :P don wori, now not so messy d haha.
shanere: hey baby, glad u wil b havin ur short break soon. mis u loads, c ya soon i think :*
sweesin: wow, u took a lot of new beautiful pics~ hehe, just link ther n c c~
Phantasma: thanks… and u r such a fantastic mama~ hehe, i wonder when i hav a baby d, wil i stil bloggin :P
Rou: mis u. wish go the trip with u ah …. stress stress.
Ah Paul: wow, hehe, its been long ppl din cal me xiao tong d. thanks for droppin by my blog again ^^
firefly: yeah, i rememba da name u gave too…
x: hey, how ya doin? yeah, its been long since ur last comment. take care ya.
you-know-who-who-knows-you: haha, who ask u don listen my cal dat nite, so i lost d lor, kiddin la, been busy, one day we go yamcha ya, with another LL of cuz :P
强强: :) thank u. thanks for ur supports… u too, jia jia you. sori cuz outside n cant type chinese words now. take good care ya, thanks for everythin.
lisa… i think xiao tong sounds nice… ^^
btw, did you use rice scoop to dig the soil? stil using it to scoop rice? hahaha… ;p
不用在意，英文我看得懂。。我只能给你意见和安慰而且。叶子路要怎样走不是我认为而是你决定的。看看周围明知不行的事都失败结束，人生还有什么意义呀。其实不然阿，明知不行也有成功的可能所以人生才精彩对吧。罗嗦，对吧？ 为了叶大好，没办法啦。(>oo
ahpaul: haha, yeah is rice scoop >< so obvious ah, thought noone gonna realise it :P hehe, din use d, throw d~
强强: thank u. from the bottom of my heart.
ar…sorry your poor bird died….and the other bird so kelian sit beside it after it died…very gam tong…..bird also more human than some humans i know…..dun sad…..*HUGS*